Hmm well I kinda want to get this off my chest but I feel kinda lonely and tired of being single most of the time. I think about it most of my time because it is something I really want in my life; a relationship. Not just any relationship but something that means something Im my part of life. I don’t know why, but it has been are to look. Maybe it’s because I don’t have the money to actually go hang out and explore more. I say well Im going to wait for the right one but I don’t want to be like thirty years old still with out a guy in my life. I really don’t think I would date anyone at that age. I still believe that my time will be very soon. Im not asking for the perfect guy because there isn’t one. It’s the fact that I’ve gone through a lot with other guys which wasn’t worth any of my time. Im just a good person being swallowed by the bad of the world. I really don’t know what true love is yet and hoping that It will come in the near future.